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L.S.R.B. - a love poem

Feb 14, 2008, 4:23:18 PM by ~negaigoto
Literature / Poetry / Romantic / General / Free Verse

LACKLUSTER STRAWBERRY REVOLUTIONARY BULLFIGHT

I don’t want money from you—
That’s not what I want.
I don’t want pretty from you—
That’s not what I want.
I don’t want twists of lies—
Don’t care how pretty they look,
I’ll pick the petals off—
And I’ll see how ugly you look.
Don’t dip it in chocolate!
It’s trying too hard.
Don’t dip it in diamonds!
That’s painfully hard.
You can lacquer it up,
It’s lackluster still.
If you love me, don’t line me.
If you lack it, don’t lust it.
What’s in a kiss,
What’s in a kiss?
What you put in it.
That’s what I think.
Don’t tell me how much you put down,
Just tell me the truth.
Three words are worth more
Than anything you buy in a store.

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My throat and nose close up,
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As the faucet runs
The ashes swirl down
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I assume that
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Not caring where the ashes fall
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I always have
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